February 2012
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C'mon man, for real though?
I’m tired of the same patterns with females.
It’s always the same shit. We meet. We converse. We talk and get closer over time. We start falling for each other. Sometimes we start dating, or sometimes we don’t even make it to that stage. Why? Because they always drop me. Only because they want to see if they are missing something; maybe there’s someone better out there. I...
Inside the Mind of The Coolest: Transparent Heart →
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Transparent Heart No feeling.. That emptiness.. No emotion.. Alienating feeling.. Omitting outsiders.. Creating not a wall or fortress around the heart, But creating an seed of transparency that plants & grows itself in the heart… With the refusal of feelings or emotions of…
Late Night Ramblings hahahaha
So from Tomorrow on up to April 30th, 2012, I will not have a life. Let me tell you what is on my plate:
Cell Physiology: I have to construct a presentation on some disease that I forgot. Sounds easy, but not when the presentation has to be like 30-50 minutes long.
Senior Seminar: On March 6, 2012 I have to have my outline in on my 15-20 page paper on why I wanted to be a biology major and what...
Dang!
Not having anyone to say goodnight or good morning to <
Once again, Late Night Ramblings.
Today, bible study turned into a power service. Nothing but singing and praising God. Was it amazing? Psh heck yea man. Never took apart of something like that..ever. Everyone was in there praising God. Some jumping and dancing, others quiet and to themselves. No matter what form of praise it is, God hears you. It’s so great to know that.
Ready to see what The Lord has down the line for...
4 people played my song.
who are you?!
Late Night Ramblings again
Jamming to the quiet storm in the bed wishing I was keeping someone warm. Holding them close to feel the beating of their heart make the rhythm of a beautiful love with mine. Feeling their soft satin skin against mine, burning with the sensation of passion that’s passing through both of our bodies. Even running my fingers through their hair, or rubbing their shoulder and kissing it until...
Midday Ramblings
You ever been so confused that you don’t know how to feel or what to think? You want to say something but you keep deleting it because you don’t know if you want to say it anymore. But weren’t you so sure that that was how you felt just seconds ago? Won’t you so positive that it was the right thing to say? You don’t know. You can’t even begin to catch up with...
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Late night ramblings
I’m sitting here in the dark thinking. Listening to some music, drinking an Arizona lol. But really tho, I am just sitting here dreaming of what is in my heart. Gah I wish I wasn’t so affectionate or romantic sometimes. It’s really hard trying to find someone to relinquish it out on because most females find an affectionate male to be unmanly; Which I don’t understand. So...
You can’t push me away and want me to stay around. That’s not fair to me. Makes me feel like I’m just a back up plan. I don’t want to be anybody’s back-up plan.
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