January 2011
27 posts
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It took me a while to come up with something to even blog about; but this idea just shot in my head. I’m not that much of a confident kind of guy. I’m really really really shy; like really shy. It’s not good to be as shy as I am because you miss out on a lot. I’ve missed out on a lot in my life. I won’t let that happen anymore. I gain confidence every day when I think...
There’s a lot of thoughts floating around in my mind right now. I can’t even pick a point in there to start to explain and sort out these thoughts. It’s so bad; I feel so bad. I’m emotionally unavailable and I’m trying to fix that at the same time I’m trying to protect myself. Also all of these thoughts of my future like “what am I doing after graduation?...
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If I try would take me where you are? That place that many won’t ever get a chance to see? You’ve been so cold; maybe if you let me your flame will be on again. Tell me what you want; I won’t sleep, I won’t cheat, you loving me is all that you give.
I’ve come to the conclusion that dating is not for me right now. It’s a combination of both the females and myself. I’m starting to understand why females are like the way they are now; so defensive. It sucks being heart broken and it’s a horrid feeling that should never be felt more than once in life. I say you should feel it once so you can know how it feels, that way...
Doesn’t it feel great when you are at an equilibrium with yourself? Like your mind is on a set path and your soul and heart are on one accord? Nothing can detour you from your goals in life? Well it must be nice because I’m fluttered. I’m so confused and lost with the thoughts going through my mind. I don’t wanna go into explanation why, too many. From girls to school to...
Okay Tumblr let me tell y’all about my night last night. I was on a date with this beautiful woman. I went to pick her up, and as I was getting closer my heart started beating faster, my stomach dropped, all that lol. I was soooo nervous. But when I got her, all of that tension just released and went away. We went to the store to get some items to make some of Paula Dean’s baked...
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Have you ever wondered what death feels like? Like, I sometimes think about growing up even more, getting into my career, starting a family and all that; then I go even deeper, like being an old man and dying. It scares me, I don’t want to die, but I want to go to heaven. Is it going to hurt? Do you feel yourself dying? Is it really like the movies where you just start walking up the stairs...
I partly blame the music I listen to for making me sappy. I enjoy these slow jams, my quiet storm playlist. It kind of keeps the hope and faith inside that I’ll finally run into my potential soul mate; my lifetime partner. It’s really the only thing that does. I’ve been played and hurt by about every single female that I have attempted to get to know. Well except one, but she...
I wish I could control the things that go through my mind; but if we were able to, we wouldn’t be able to live. For without wondering, there is no real push that will make us take that risk, the jump to explore that wondering thought. Or maybe idk what I’m talking about.
Okay I will get back on the grind of this tumblr thing now
Sorry I haven’t been posting lately. My laptop is now fixed; and plus I forgot I had the app lol smh. I’m back in the game!